ugly faggot,

* its a joke to you but making fun of me by calling me 'fat' makes me feel uncomfortable whenever im with you.

* its like a burden to them seeing me like this. i dont eat proper meal since everyone started bragging about my weight. yeah i gained from 47 to 49. is that a big of a deal? i guess it is. sigh.

* its sad whenever i told you that im off to do some sports and you'll be like,
'huh? serious? haha.'
or maybe when i said that i want to go for futsal and your feedback was,
'jadik apa, keeper?'
i know i know, its a joke, right? (:

* its harsh you know. for your information, i do real sports.
i was very good at long jump and i did some cheerleading back at school.
i do play futsal and i joined the volleyball team in second semester (although i wasnt good in it, i tried so hard to aced it, and i did. thank you.)
and i can do 50 sit ups in 5 minutes (: (okay thats not real sports.)

* its as if im too fat to fit in. sorry i dont have drop dead gorgeous body that everyone die for but hey, face the fact that im no skinny aite?

* its like im not good enough for you, maybe everyone.

now, even i hate the way i look.
so lets just pray i die soon so everyone can live happily ever after without seeing my fat face again (:

ok im just joking. over actingg, CUTT! ;p

im just being so bitchy about this. it doesnt even matter how i look now. i just miss my old life, where everybody loves me the way i am back then ):

screw this post. HAHA! bye.

p/s : 2 minggu tanpa nasi, and im not even tired. any comments? ding ding ding (angkat kening laju laju)